Sorry I've been away for awhile. My old computer became non-functional a couple weeks ago and my new computer had trouble getting to me. But it's here now! And it's so beautiful!

Now that my new computer is up and running (and oh so wonderful!) I’ve been spending an inordinate amount of time re-organizing my iTunes playlists. This has gotten me thinking about all the music I own and have owned, all the music that I love and that has played such an important role in my life. The music I listen to is one of the fundamental ways that I define myself. I've realized that there are ten albums that literally changed my life when I first heard them. I don’t want to downplay the role that all my music throughout the years has played, but these ten albums are the ones that led me to all the rest. The discoveries I made listening to this music are the keys that unlocked the doors and let music flood into my life.
Without further ado, the ten albums that changed my life – in the order that I first heard them – are:
1) Simon & Garfunkel: Sounds of Silence2) Johnny Cash At Folsom Prison-- My Mom listened to Simon & Garfunkel and Johnny Cash all through my childhood (and The Beatles and The Doobie Brothers and The Beach Boys and Bob Dylan and ABBA and Elton John). To this day these are the artists that all others must answer to.
3) Beethoven’s 9th Symphony-- My first experience with Beethoven came sometime in my grade school days. It was through Beethoven that I first discovered what music could be, how powerful and undiluted. Taken with all the other music I heard growing up, Beethoven gave me my first taste of the limitless variety of music that is possible.
4) Metallica: Master of Puppets5) Pink Floyd: The Wall-- I first heard both these albums in 7th grade and until I had, music wasn't a very important part of my life. After hearing these two albums, music became a daily necessity for me. And being a metalhead was the first time in my life that I actually had a social circle I belonged to. Metallica brought me out of my shell and helped me find my way to being a fully social person. I was a pathologically shy child and my sister once told me that in 7th grade I suddenly stopped walking around staring at my shoes, my chin came up and I started looking other people in the eye. It was a change wrought by heavy metal and thus began some of the happiest years of my life. My experience is totally backwards from most metalheads, I know, but what are you gonna do?
6) Jane’s Addiction: Nothing’s Shocking7) Nirvana: Nevermind8) Nine Inch Nails: Pretty Hate Machine9) Duke Ellington’s Orchestra-- I first heard all these in 10th grade. My eyes were opened and my life was altered forever in ways I can’t describe. It’s as though everything else I’d ever listened to was preparing me to finally hear these albums. I will remember every lyric to every song and every note on all these albums until the day I die.
10) Radiohead: Pablo Honey-- Radiohead is my favorite band of all time (with Jane’s Addiction in a very close second). They are everything music should be – talented, inventive, intelligent musicians with absolute mastery of their craft making breathtaking, powerful, thought-provoking, untamed music. Need I say more?
(As an 11th album, I’d include anything by The Pixies, but I actually didn’t first hear them until late in high school and so they didn’t have as big an impact on me as maybe they would have if I’d heard them earlier in my life. They've since taken their rightful place as one of the most important and central bands in my personal pantheon of musicians; they are, in my opinion, the single most important and most influential rock band from the 80s to the present day. But while they are important to me now, my life had already been revolutionized by the artists they’d influenced before I had my first taste of them.)
So that’s my list. There have been an uncountable number of other bands and albums that have brought me tremendous joy, grief, release, and wisdom, bands that have challenged me, comforted me, and given me nourishment to grow, as I’m sure there will to continue to be for as long as I’m alive. But these ten albums are the signposts that will forevermore guide me.